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its all in the EYES

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Jacque


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Of all the AAM LO's this one had to be about what a relative gave me. HUH! nothin good. So here is my LO and I'm not angry. These are my therapy LO's. One day I'm gonna put them all together and make a book and send them to my mom.

Journaling reads:

Yes, Mommy Dearest...
The one thing I got
from you are my eyes. The
deep, beautiful green,
the shape, the intensity!
My magic mirrors into my soul

For those who know me casually, they see a pair of beautiful eyes. They are the lucky ones. For those who know me they see what I hide from others and even try to hide from them. What you truly gave to me. Verbal and physical abuse, abandonment and torture.


They see what you left me with, burning deep in the pits of my soul. Pain, shame, loneliness, longing, hopelessness, embarrassment, anger, rage, hatred, fear, loathing.


The feelings of failure, inadequacy, loss, a stolen childhood unable to ever be replaced. A heart broken so bad that it can’t be fixed as some of the pieces have been lost along the way.


They see a soul that cries to be loved and love in return 100% but can never give or receive even close to that.


They see a heart that is shriveled, that hides behind a mask in hopes that no one can see. Instead praying that all they see is the happy, outgoing life of the party.


Yes, Mommy Dearest...You gave me my eyes and all that lies within them

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· Date: Mon April 25, 2011 · Views: 424 ·
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Debb Cozzi

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Mon April 25, 2011 12:13am

I'm so sorry for your pain.

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Bush Girl

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Mon April 25, 2011 2:33am

WOW! What an amazing piece of writing. I so admire your courage for putting it out there. Awesome page.

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LindaBglw
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Mon April 25, 2011 2:39pm

Wow - this is a really powerful layout.
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kaleandkiara
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Mon April 25, 2011 5:06pm

fabulous layout!!!!
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heathert

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Tue April 26, 2011 1:16am

Wow Jacque, an intense page for some intense feelings! I'm so sorry you had to live through that, and I'm glad you're around now to share this.

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Scrapdragon

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Tue April 26, 2011 9:07am

Wow,, this is just amazing. Thank you for sharing your heartfelt journaling with us. You are a survivor and that's what counts. It's good that you are using your scrapping for therapy. It's a great way to get the hurt out.

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Whisper Pink

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Tue April 26, 2011 2:00pm

Very powerful page, wonderful heartfelt journaling!!! ((((hugs))))

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Registered: May 2007
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Tue April 26, 2011 10:08pm

Wonderful LO! It is your beautiful journaling that is so inspiring and I am sure it will inspire some other person dealing with this type of emotion. Scrap on!

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Wed April 27, 2011 7:57am

Amazing page from an amazing woman.
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