where did my gallery end up?

[Ellen]

I have not been here for ages and did just subscribe again ( I couldn't live without that beautiful christmas kit)

I see that my post count has gone back to 0 and it says there are no photos in my gallery.

however when I go to the challenges gallery and approach it from there I do see my layouts from 2010. the mind boggles

do all the posts get wiped when you stop being a subscriber??